This morning the Vet rang. Vienna survives through the night, but there is no progress. They watched Vienna over night, put her in the oxygen and anti inflammatory. A couple of times they took the oxygen off to see how she is doing without it, but they had to put it back on again, she couldn't take enough air without the fentilator.
The Vet asked us what we want them to do to Vienna. We just want to give her chance to live. Then she told us an option, she can take a look what actually blocking the air passage by putting Vienna under the anaesthetic and putting the camera down, and see if the blockage is something that can be removed/treated. She mentioned about how much it cost but can't guarantee that Vienna can make it. The chance is very slim for her to survive - she may not come out of the anaesthetic since she can hardly take the air and the camera will be blocking more the air way.
If it's time for Vienna to leave, she better die while being treated rather than we put her to rest. I may be selfish for seeing her suffering, but killing - whatever they call it - is against my principal. In Islam, killing - even just an ant - is forbidden. I don't want to stand on trial before God, in the judgement day, as a killer.
This afternoon we are going to see Vienna before the Vet performs the operation. I hope it won't be the last time we see her.
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